Sasha stood up from the table, put his plate into a sink, and went to a bedroom. I just heard how he closed the door. The emptiness was taking over our living room like a monster. The monster of emptiness, with claws dipped in a fear. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I … Continue reading Creep
Clair De Lune
When I sat by the piano, all my memories came back as a stroke of light. I remembered my teacher from Negotin, who planted the seed of love for music at my early age. How interesting were lessons with him! I still could remember his fingers playing the piano when he was showing me some … Continue reading Clair De Lune
I don’t wanna talk
"This is the end. My only friend, the end..." Have you ever had a feeling that sometimes is pointless to talk about it with your therapist? The subject is raped so many times that even you don't know if there is any problem with it? Your mind is lost, you are brainwashed, you don't have … Continue reading I don’t wanna talk
Your Soul
We went through a lot this year. We are all looking forward to the end of this cursed year. 2020 made us suffer, put us on a test, taught us a lesson we didn't ask for. It changed our lives. When it all started, in March, it didn't seem like it's gonna last for this … Continue reading Your Soul
Lullaby
We are so afraid to be romantic, gentle to each other, to love, and be loved… We grew up in a society where those things are not described as advantages. Our hearts are lonely, confused, and tired of fighting. We are scared to be vulnerable. This song is made on a broken, untuned piano, in … Continue reading Lullaby
No chance
They say "Make a fast song", and I don't know how. I always followed my instinct, the inspiration I was caught into, there's no other way for me to make a song. Those songs are just the product of my experiences, life. Like No Chance, this song was made in just few hours. I almost … Continue reading No chance
No Mercy
This is the message for one particular person who passed through my life: If you think that every song I wrote talks about you, you're living in a lie. My life is full of experience, and yeah, you were one of my biggest lessons, but I'm sorry I have to disappoint you, I didn't spend … Continue reading No Mercy
False Idols
I spent 12 years in abusive relationships, fighting with my demons, growing up, and trying to understand human nature. It was always a game, and I was the one who was searching and initiating to play with fire. I'm sick of it. It's not really a good idea to meet your idols. You create a … Continue reading False Idols
Come Tonight
Dubai… The city of ONS… The city where you can see how people can mistreat each other, where the most common relationships between man and woman last just for one night, where I heard for the first time about ghosting, gaslighting, and other ways of manipulation. The city where people can leave any day and … Continue reading Come Tonight
It’s so easy to say
I was always versatile in my music-making. I could've made a song in so many genres that I was always confusing people around me what's my identity. I've never understood why I need to focus on one genre and do music as the music industry requires. I spent so much time searching for a hook, … Continue reading It’s so easy to say